Hais. My head is fcuking pain now, i feel like vomiting. I cried out loud when i reach there, everything burst out. I feel much better. Before that, i'm feeling fcuking numb, unbreathable, feeling so tired, physically &mentally. What to do? All my fault. Cause i give up everything, even my own little life. Crying &drinking really make me feel seh &the feeling sucks you know??!??!!!!!

What fcuking life is this. I can't be happy. I'm all alone.