ahhhhhhhhhh. i'm not feeling alright. fcukup life.
whywhywhy? tell me why. ahhhhhh.
i don't wish to keep cursing lahhh. but i can't help.
whenever i feel so fcukup, feel so sucky i'll start cursing.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i can't sleep now. i feel like shouting.
i feel like biting, hitting, throwing thingssss.
don't offend me, im really not in good mood.
&&&it's always because of this that &this that.
tell me when is going to end ????
horrible, terrible.
no one understand, no one i can turn to.
this fcuking feeling, unexpressed feeling.
so what if i have got everything i want, i know i'll never be satifised.
life is just so unfair, life is just so suckyyy.
i wish i was born to be either deaf, dumb, mute.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
it's always in the middle of the night that im feeling down.
anyone know? i guess is those who are by my side ba.
tell me whywhy &why im feeling like that.
i guess i never knew myself, what i want in life.
i want to be a good &innocent not those who always cursing &cursing.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i just feel like throwing everything i see.
nothing seems to be right. i really can't stay up late at night.
it seems like if i stay up late i'll go crazy.


IM ALWAYS SO SILLY! GRRRR. fcukupppp!