expressing out my emotional

even though i tell it not to go, even though i tell it to stop my heart keeps going towards you. it doesnt wear out, it doesnt decrease, why is my love like this . one by one i count and count the memories. my heart cant rest for even a moment, it'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control. why cant i even throw them away. really my heart must have done something somehow, i must have become a fool thats blind from love.just one place, everyday one place, looking at the sad light that is you.