PMS! The feeling SUCKSSSS. I'm feeling so down now. Hais.

I told myself not to go shopping, but ended up i still went shopping. :x I bought a dress, a top, ear ring &ann sui purse. DAMN IT. I spent all my allowance alr. )): How am i going to suffer this week. Sigh. I'm damn broke now. Who want to pamper me, bring me to shopping &pay for my everything. LOL! Anyway, i really enjoy myself with puaychin today. :D But my leg hurts. LOL!
Shopping makes me feel better. (;

Forgive me for being so zilian today. (:

Ytd baobei &I had a big fuss, i can say it's not over yet. I'm still not happy now! I said before, i am a demanding gf. You can't give me what i want. You don't pacify me anymore. No one is giving in this time. Definitely i won't. I'm not satisfied! Look at how are you treating me. We are totally like strangers, yes STRANGERS. We hardly sms, we hardly talk on hone, we hardly communicate. I don't even know how's your life now. COMMUNICATION BREAK DOWN. Our r/s had drained up. You're no longer you. We're no longer us anymore. We got no trust anymore. I no longer feel that you're with me. I'm always the one who started a fuss. But i tot a couple should voice out anything he or she is not happy? What have i done wrong by voicing out thing i'm not happy about? I've never blame you for making me sad, for everything i'm not happy. But you're always blaming me. Have you ever spare a tot for you? Do you really want me to give up then you'll start to cherish me? You never appreciated anything i've done for you.
You don't bother to buy me my birthday present. Yea, you said after O's. But i think you've forgotten it alr. On your birthday, i queued up donut factory. I went all the way to your house to meet you. But on my birthday, what have you done? Hais. Tell me, what you want me to do then you will appreciate and put effort in this r/s. I want more from you. Not just saying you love me. I want you to prove it to me! But i know you'll never. Im not sure if im getting over you or just getting used to the pain.

The hardest part of walking away from you is knowing you wont run after me.


我睁开眼睛却感觉不到天亮
东西吃一半莫名其妙哭一场
我忍住不想时间变得更漫长
也与你有关否则又开始胡思乱想

我日月无光忙得不知所以然
找朋友交谈其实全帮不上忙
以为会习惯有你在才是习惯
你曾住在我心上现在空了一个地方
原来爱情这么伤比想象中还难
泪水总是不听话幸福躲起来不声不响
太多道理太牵强道理全是一样
说的时候很简单爱上后却正巧打乱
只想变的坚强强到能够去忘
无所谓悲伤只要学会抵抗
原来爱情这么伤
原来爱情是这样这样峰回路转
泪水明明流不干瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
有一天终于打完思念的一场战
回过头再看一看
原来爱情那么伤
下次还会不会这样