May Mrs Yong &Sister Thersa rest in peace.
Canossa Convent Primary School former principal.
You will always be remember. The nice &cheerful principal.
(((:



Life is unpredictable. Ha.

I'll move on with my life. No matter what happen life still have to go on. (:
Yep, i may be sad but no worries i'll alright. I'll be strong! Trust me.
I'm not gonna break down again. Enough of it.
What's mine will be mine, if he really mean to be mine, he'll return.
If not, i'll move on my own life. I'll send my blessing to you'll. (((:




Ha. That pic was took by beng &cyong went to edit.
DAMN CUTE LAH! Haha.


I must really thanks cyong, beng, zhiwei, kerwin, yeeni for bring laughter to my life in sch.
Not forgetting koon &those people who cares. (: LOVESSSS.

Well, although my life seems something missing, but my friends are there for me whenever I need them.
My life is no longer as before. I can no longer be happy as before.
But life’s still have to go on.
I know I shouldn’t had believe you in the first place.
I failed once &again.


Friday went parkway with Eunice &puaychin.
Met Jocelyn &had lunch at pastamania.
Both of them went off &yuting came to meet Jocelyn &me.
Accompany yuting to eat then slack.
&I went one around 7plus8. That’s why I hate wearing sch uniform when I’m out.
On my way home, cyong ask me to go to kerwin’s house for steamboat.
So went home to try luck &the lady luck is on me. Ha.
Met them at 9plus &walked to kerwin’s house.
Wah, steamboat was nice &rather funny. Hahaha.
&things happened again. But I’m fine after few hours.
Went home at 3 plus 4. Tiring!
Enjoyed myself although I’m down. (: thanks all!


Tdy, out with bel &Jocelyn. (: dragged the time to meet. Forever. =P
Headed bugis. Wanted to get jeans but none caught my eye. ):
Headed PS for brunch. Ha. &we waited half an hour for cab!
Stupid bel lazy walk lah. Idiot. Hahahs.
Ate pepper lunch then shopped around. Each of us bought two bra! Hohoh. =x
Then headed Chinatown, k-ster!
Finally, singing. Hehehes. & bel suggested to drink.
Vodka with ribina. Well, not bad. But too little vodka! Cheapo sia! Hahahas.
Aftermath headed geylang, he ji bo. Hehehes.
Jocelyn went off to meet yuting &jon came to meet us.
Home sweet home !





I love drinking!


bel acting stupid! CHEERS!


In a mess!


Eeee. who's that singing!?


Cam-whoring!

GONE, everythin is GONE.
my life is GONE.

Tell me what to do. How am i going to live like that?
Why did it happn. Who know how i feel?
how HORRIBLE am i feeling now?
I just wish i'm dead!
I must well be dead then to be alive right?

I'm back! I love my nephew &nieces!
OMG! they are so CUTEEEEE!
HOHOHO. They brighten my life!
Although they're irritiating, but i love them!
I love children. Hehes.
But didn't manage to take all of their pic.
my auntie total got 13 grand children! OMG. hahahahs.
Her house is like kindergarden. HOHOHO. So nice.
I love children! Hehehes.


























I miss everything. I wish i can turn back the time where i got all my happiness.
I believe &i believe in you. Pls don't make me disappointed.
I've learnt my lesson, i don't wish to repeat.
I don't wish to regret. I just want you to return.
NO MATTER WHAT, IT'S STILL YOU.

XIAOMEI's DEAD .


My life is gone. Totally gone.
I'll keep trying &trying. &i'll never let go. NEVER!
When theres a will theres a way.

A big thanks to jocelyn, cyong, zwei, garie, zyang, ker &beng.
Drink drank drunk. I spouted all rubbish from my heart.
I felt better, but i'm still feeling dead.

I want to sleep forever!


Finally, im back using sony ericsson phone.
Not gonna buy Nserie phone again. Is super duper lag.
trade in N73 to W850i. Yes, the phone i wanted long ago.
(: everything is better then n73. even the camera!


Happy Chinese New Year to all. (:
But how come no cny mood? Grrr.

Watch finish 1litre of tears ytd. finally.
Wanted to watch since last year, but my schedule is full.
Ahhh, make me cry like hell. no, i'm not being emo, but it's very sad.
Die, i can't start watch drama! if not i can't study. DAMN! no more drama.

I'm not feeling alright. I'm totally feeling bad now.
I'm tired, i'm sick of everything. No one understand.
I can't even express my own feeling. I dare not speak up at all.
I'm totally speechless. A knot on my words.
How can i express my feeling in this way?
I kept silent. i don't want to be impulsive in my words.
Happy memories doesn't last.
So enjoy yourself to the fullest at that moment, before everything end.
I don't belong there, what for i make myself to stay.
I won't live for others, but myself. Life still have to go on no matter what.
I should be happy that i can live on healthy. (((:
Ahhhh. Be Optimistic!

Out with my girls! Yoga in the morning w elin! (:
I love yoga. Hehes. &finally i bought my levi's sch shoe!
Last one! &i'm consider LUCKY. (:
Cabbed down far east. Shopping spree. Bought another dress.
Met dajie &went off. Collect the belt. (: thanks to prisc! heh.
Spent $100+++ again. sucks! my wallet is empty! ): HATE IT!
















Lovessss.

Dajie, good luck for your driving test ! it's like FINALLY! (:


I wish you 'll care for me deeper. I wish you understand me deeper. But you never did.

OH FCUK. i was speechless with anger.
i'm in super bad mood now. i wanted to shout my heart out but my head's pain.
Ya, it's wasn't their fault but my fault. i shldn't have shout at them cause they're still CHILDREN.
FCUK. FCUK. FCUK. I think if you were me, can you stay calm? i'm sure you'll be worst than me.
I'm just break down suddenly. I kept quiet. No point saying much.
Utterly disappointed.

Tdy was a horrible day. Mood swings.
Don't ask me why. I'm feeling even worst now.
With the disappointed grade i've. 'B' FCUK.
Tdy's not my day. FCUK EVERYTHING. FCUK 9thFeb.

I'm not in the mood to blog. Just want to vent my anger here.

Congrat to all who had done well for their O's. (:

DEAD BEAT !

No matter i sleep a lot or little, i'm still tired.
Ha. Olevel result will be out this coming friday!
Yay, finally can see jocelyn alr. Ha. &my emath result.
Pls at least give me a B3. I don't yearn for a A1 &i can never make it. ):
Motivate me to study everyday! :D


I'm tired, I'm having mood swing.
Make me happy pls. LOL!

Im back! After the 3days study camp! Im so tired tired tired everynight.
1st night we went to drink &reached home around 11plus! (:
But still have to wake up in the morning despite slept late. ):
School food was horrible! But no choice, i still have eat. ha.

Well, i shall take back those words from my previous entry.
The camp is not boring, it's not useless.
It's meaningful. It's FUN! &it's sad. Ha.
Dr Ernest Wong &Ken filled us with jokes/LAME jokes. ha.

Dr Ernest Wong scolded us, he made us cried.
Saying how our mother suffered when we're in her stomach.
how much pain she had to suffered.
&He told us his life &background. How he hated his father &all.
&he even cried on the closing ceremony. ):
OMG! Even guys cried badly. ):
Dr Ernest really wake us up.

&i love shervonne &qiuyi! Accompanied me thruout the 3days camp.
&entertained me with laugher! Hahaha. esp sher silly-ness! OMG!
She's so cute.! *ahemahem* Haha!
&ofcus puaychin &koon! Love lots!

My new life gonna start. A brand new me.
I'll be nice &friendly to everyone. I'll make everyone HAPPY. *hehehe
I will study hard from tdy onward. like i said, i'll avoid coming online.
max 3time a week. (: Can i? Ha. Lets see. (:
The greatest failure in life is not participating. (:

Going to get prepare &meet sayang.
Shoppingshoppingshopping! (: