WORKINGGG LIFE!

I loving it. Enjoyed the stuffs i sell, and the satisfaction when someone bought the items i introduced to them. HAHA!

Ytd my agent called me &told me that one company wanted me. I went for the interview 1 week before &they liked me a lot. (don't know isit true, that's what my agent told me) But i rejected it! The pay &the working environment is better. But i think i've start working here, so i don't just go halfway, &i can't bear to leave. Thats really a good chance for me man! AHhhhhhHhhh. Wonder can they accept me next year. LOL!

Back to my job. The sales is GOOD over at change ally. Although not as good as great world city, but it's quite good alr cause the business hours is just from 11am - 7pm. Whereas GWC is 10 - 10am. I love the stuffs im selling. That is why i can't bear to leave. HAHA! Guppo Gruppi rocksss. Hahaha.

Meet baobei after work today. Went bugis to get diary book &eye shadow brush. Baobei paid for my diary! Hahaha. He seems so rich this few days sia. LOL. I want to buy shoeeeeeee. Someone pls pamper me. Hahah. Baobei, pamper meeeee. (i know you will read this. haha.

Great world city booth

Change ally push cart! My working place till end of dec. (most probably!) :D

Took when i'm bored. No customers. :x

Workinggg tmr, ahhhhhh. Can't enjoy anymore. ))):



Another shopping day with BF! Exchanged my bag at bugis.
Wanted to catch a movie but i forgot to bring my cardigan, so give it a miss.
Super long never watch movie alr!!
Walk over to marina.
Dine in at jack's place. Hahaha. Very long never eat good food alr. :x
Shopped ard & bought a top from mango &topshop!
Baobei paid the mango top! He bought clothes for meeeeeeee.
1st time he say he want pay for me. Hahahaaaaaa.
Initially i rejected, but end up still ask him to pay. Hahaha.
I'm HAPPY!! :D
Baobei send me home, both of us was damn tired!

Super lazy to update blog.
&&i found out that livejournal is interesting! Maybe should hop there soon. HAHA.

Backk from chalet!
Chatted on the phone with baobei thru their 1st night cause i was too lazy to go over. :D
I love to go for their gathering like bbq/chalet.
It's fun! Hahaha. The 3 girlfriend - jasmine, stefanie/dabaobao &me!
The bitching session with stefanie, jasmine &yingting was cool! :x

Yeeteng's guitar. hahaha!

One big round, i'm back to GG. Hahaha. Too fussy over office jobs. Not satisfied at all. Grrr. Starting with on sunday. Monday have to train new staff. Will be working at change ally. The working time is short. 11pm - 7pm. Hehehee.

((((:

TRIP TO THE ZOO!


Woke up late today!
Also it's raining! But luckily god is with us.
The rain stop when we reached amk station.
Met with online buyer &off to take bus. :DDD
1st outing trip with baobei!
Enjoyed ourselves although both of us are exhausted!
Walked ard amk hub. Bought 3more new nail polish!
Mummy is gone kill me if she know. :D
Headed to far east. I want to get a bagggg!
Baobei wanted to get my a new watch but i can't make decision.
So next time round ba. :D
Bused home &we slept throught the journey.


HAPPY HALF YEAR 2MONTHS BF!

Pictures :

I wish this will stay forever. I felt your love, finally. Communication is very important in a r/s. I'm a happy girl today. But i know very well, i'll be sad soon. LOL.

Ohya, went espn star sport for interview. The office is effin big! Have to wait for their call if they recruit me. (PLEASE RECRUIT ME!) Haha:D

• Back from chalet!
• I'm so tired now.
• Enjoyed myself :D
• Mrs kong was nice. Her house is big &pretty.
• She's like our mum. LOL.
• Drove us around &treat us lunch. :D
• Went her house to prepare the food for bbq.
• She paid for everything man. So nice of her.
• Bbq was fun! I love seafood!
• Bitch, gossip, serious talk with mrs kong.
• Baobei, tkd, calvin &clique gambling thru the night.
• &baobei won money. (:
• Time passed so fast on the 2nd day.
• Gambling non stop. LOL.
• WWE was nice, cause i striped beng. HAHAHA! (i mean ps2)
• Had tampines with baobei and beng.
• Trained home &baobei accompanied me to my mum's shop.
• Had a new hair style! Perm hair :D
• But kinda regret now. ):
• I miss my soft, straight, natural hair. )))):
• Dead beat!
• Ohya! tmr going for interview at espn star sport company!
• The pay is high but the location is farrrrrrr. HAHAHA!
• Wish me good luck. :x

• I only got to fall asleep at 4+am.
• &i woke up and 6.30am
• Feeling so tired now.
• O's had officially ended! *hurrary!
• Class chalet at Aranda Country Club.
• I hope i will be fun and a enjoyable.
• I'm not feeling well, whole body aching.
• I'm thinking should i just work for 1month in office.
• Mummy &dajie say i couldn't wake up so early.
• Maybe i will go back to sales after 1month working in office.
• I need to go shopping, but i got no money. :x
• Time to take a nap.
• 'll be back on thursday.
• Bye all! Meanwhile, miss me. :D

Sorry for the lack of updates, have been busy with dramas, preoccupied with dramas.

Friday, was supposed to have interview but i rejected it. It's not convenience for me. Hahaha. Woke up at 830am to call my agency. So sorry abt it. :x 1st time waking up so early, when i've nothing on. HAHAHA. Miracle sia. :x

Well, have been watching drama . Long hours sitting in front of the com. My back ache, getting fatter each day. HAHAHA. Watched 公主小妹 Romantic Princess and 放羊的星星 My Lucky Star . It's damn nice &touching. Kept tearing, esp for 公主小妹. Damn sad. ))): Hahaha! 2more ep not out yet, can't wait man! Finish watching 20episodes of 放羊的星星 My Lucky Star. It's nice!! Stayed until 5am to watch finish. LOL!

Now just started watching 美味關係Sweet Relationship, it's nice! Watched until 3rd episode. Hahaha. Too engrossed with drama. AHHHH.

Alright, time to go. I haven't study for my POA P1! DAMN IT! ))))):


Why must i bother abt what's others feeling when they don't bother abt mine.

PMS! The feeling SUCKSSSS. I'm feeling so down now. Hais.

I told myself not to go shopping, but ended up i still went shopping. :x I bought a dress, a top, ear ring &ann sui purse. DAMN IT. I spent all my allowance alr. )): How am i going to suffer this week. Sigh. I'm damn broke now. Who want to pamper me, bring me to shopping &pay for my everything. LOL! Anyway, i really enjoy myself with puaychin today. :D But my leg hurts. LOL!
Shopping makes me feel better. (;

Forgive me for being so zilian today. (:

Ytd baobei &I had a big fuss, i can say it's not over yet. I'm still not happy now! I said before, i am a demanding gf. You can't give me what i want. You don't pacify me anymore. No one is giving in this time. Definitely i won't. I'm not satisfied! Look at how are you treating me. We are totally like strangers, yes STRANGERS. We hardly sms, we hardly talk on hone, we hardly communicate. I don't even know how's your life now. COMMUNICATION BREAK DOWN. Our r/s had drained up. You're no longer you. We're no longer us anymore. We got no trust anymore. I no longer feel that you're with me. I'm always the one who started a fuss. But i tot a couple should voice out anything he or she is not happy? What have i done wrong by voicing out thing i'm not happy about? I've never blame you for making me sad, for everything i'm not happy. But you're always blaming me. Have you ever spare a tot for you? Do you really want me to give up then you'll start to cherish me? You never appreciated anything i've done for you.
You don't bother to buy me my birthday present. Yea, you said after O's. But i think you've forgotten it alr. On your birthday, i queued up donut factory. I went all the way to your house to meet you. But on my birthday, what have you done? Hais. Tell me, what you want me to do then you will appreciate and put effort in this r/s. I want more from you. Not just saying you love me. I want you to prove it to me! But i know you'll never. Im not sure if im getting over you or just getting used to the pain.

The hardest part of walking away from you is knowing you wont run after me.


我睁开眼睛却感觉不到天亮
东西吃一半莫名其妙哭一场
我忍住不想时间变得更漫长
也与你有关否则又开始胡思乱想

我日月无光忙得不知所以然
找朋友交谈其实全帮不上忙
以为会习惯有你在才是习惯
你曾住在我心上现在空了一个地方
原来爱情这么伤比想象中还难
泪水总是不听话幸福躲起来不声不响
太多道理太牵强道理全是一样
说的时候很简单爱上后却正巧打乱
只想变的坚强强到能够去忘
无所谓悲伤只要学会抵抗
原来爱情这么伤
原来爱情是这样这样峰回路转
泪水明明流不干瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
有一天终于打完思念的一场战
回过头再看一看
原来爱情那么伤
下次还会不会这样

FINALLY, I CUT MY FRINGEEEEE!
But it's not that short. :DDDD
Should i perm ? (:


&&after 2weeks, i finally wore my contacts.
I miss it sooo much. NO MORE NERDSS. :D








We are like strangers now. I don't feel anything from you anymore. (:

2 more paper to gooooo. 6nov Science paper 1 &13nov POA paper 1. &straight after POA, will be CHALET TIME! Wohoooo. I can't wait for it. :DD

Well, i knew very well i won't score well. I think i got problem getting 20points. Hais. I regret, regret for not putting in effort on my studies. I'm super duper slack. Hopefully i still can get into poly. My parent put high hope on me. They are very confident i will make it, which makes me very guilty now. Mummy still bought chicken essence &many different dietary supplement for me. I guess it cost her a big amount Haissss, can i turn back time?


Sometime i felt that i'm contradicting my own words. Haissss. What's the problem with me? I'm trying very hard to control my temper, my emotional. Ahhhhhhh.
I regret not studying hard, i regret for being naughty and lazy. I regret every single thing i've done. I know i can't turn back time, but i'm going to move on, learn from my mistake &improve.

Was browsing thru my photos in my computer. I miss the past, cause i'm prettier &more skinny. Hahahaha. But XMEI is still XMEI. (:

Isabel &I

Ps: I'm no longer the staff of gruppi gruppo. (: Isabel, enjoy working yea.






Communication break down. When will everything return to normal.