Skipped school todayyyyy cause am a PIG!
I slept for 11hourssssss. ;PPPP
I feel sooo relax, staying at home browsing net &watching drama.
Work @ tanglin mall.
AM VERY ANGRY! CURSE THAT BLOODY HELL BUS DRIVER WHEN HE DRIVE HALF WAY HE IS IN HIGH THIGH AND REALLY NEED TO VISIT THE TOILET IMMEDIATELY!!
he just fcuking drove pass me bloody dont want to open the door for me.
he SAW me, still give me a stupid hand sign. =.= zzzzzzzzz!!!
but luckily i was ON TIME 5pm sharpppppp.
Grrrr, what a lousy day man.
Was kinda blur at work cause havent been working at tanglin mall for 2weeks.
But the people there are niceeeee (:

I was boredddd so i started camwhoringggg ;PPP

Ok, i got it (: Idk if i were right but ya i know what is going on.
am feeling much better. its over. ive chose not to be a nuisance. (:

JUST FOR LAUGH !!

Monday met up with maine and aloy = loved!

Went over taka to find maine at work.

AX is having salesss! I got myself a top = happy!

dinner @ din tai fung (:

gossip, bitch, updated each other life.

canele for dessert ! yummy

their strawberry shortcake is loved! ;D

continue with our talk and camwhoring time! ;PP

its so nice to meet them up once every mth even if our schedule is pack! (:

TIREDDDDD ! I WANT TO SLEEP...

School's boring, work is tiring, life is meaningless. HAHAHHA!

I can't wait for HOLIDAYS!

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Please look into the matter before getting into conclusion! You simply just listen to what she say and believe it completely, WTH!! So what if you are friends 8934397yearssss ? Doesn't mean that she might not be lying to you. Cmon, everyone can be FAKE. Please, don't be so stupid and believe whatever she says. AND that you don't bother to ask your good friend about it at all!! Ok, its not all your fault. She's partially in fault. ANDANDAND, i am not even close to you, i'm not even your friend but just my acquaintance. why would i bother to talk/comment about you for nothing, there must be some reason behind it right? Ok, whatever it is i don't want to bother anymore, just put it to a stop !! it will be never ending if i continue looking into this fcuking matter.

All i got to say is, you've mistaken me nono mistaken US. (: She put words into my mouth and adding on with that, she even badmouthed and spout nonsense about you.




How could it be possible for me to ruin my own friendship? Are you nuts? What could be possible is, you are ruining your own friendship with others.. don't you know that adding oil to the fire would obviously worsen the situation? Now, since ive seen the real you. You can jolly well backstab me all you want.



(: i'll have a proper post tmr when im in class! TIREDDDDD = zombie ;PPP

Down with slight fever, flu and cough for the pass few days. ;(
Despite sick, i still got to workkkkkk. ;(

Instead of going to school on friday, i went to work with alison @ suntec bookfest. Job cope: giving out lozenges sample = easy job butt we have to stand for 8hours. (: Saturday, was super slackkkk. After work, went over town to meet daphnne and clique. Caught Chiwawa. (: Walked aimlessly at town. All the way from Lido to Cathay ! My leg hurtsssss ;(

Sunday, joey took over my place as i gotto complete my project and equiz. Slept for 12hours = shiok ! LOL. My project topic: Promote myself as a best friend. What a lame topic. =.= Night, met yang for beancurd, yummy! (:

Slept at 2am and woke up at 6.30am = tiring ;(

Im having OOP test = DIEEE ! I know nuts about java. Moreover its 20% of the overall && its close book test = shitty. I NEED HELPPPPP. I regret not paying attention in class ;((

EDITED

ive just finish my presentation on self esteem, ok i think i did it badly. all thanks to russell, rs and alvin!! non stop making fun of meeee. i was so nervousss. i sucks at doing presentation. im not good at wordsssss.

i fall asleep while doing oop test = good job xmei. i guess i need to buck up. everyone swear and curse that i'll fail my module ;( ;( all baddy.

A busy week ahead: Working on wed, thurs afternoon shift, sat, sun full shift. ):

I want to stay at home and watch all my drama/show !!

I want to watch 'by my side' channel 8 cause got ELVIN NG! ;Pp

I don't feel like workingggg but ive no choice ;(

WHO GOT SUBSCRIBE MOBTV!??!!!

I will love you many many if yhave. HAHHAHA! ;XXxx

Database, DMD class test is over, phewwww.

Was struggling halfway thru, luckily russell helped me in database!

Tmr is thursday! Wohoo, time is passing damn fast this week.

NGJK lesson tmr morning -.-zzzz one word 'boring'

I'm meeting belbel tmr! Cause her friend, joanna got a temp job for me and aly!

Shld i work ? 2days onlyyyy. Plus im not working (GG) this weekends.

howhowhow?!!!

after hair cut! ok, fringe got no different! but my back is shorter by 3inchesssss!
but some people say no different!
ofcause la i never change hairstyle just cut shorter ma haiyoyo! LOL
change hairstyle must think v hard lehhhhh, my precious hair LOL!!

OK ME IS HAPPY CAUSEEEEE ..
my mense is OVERRRR!
My appetite is back to normal. Shit!Shit!

TIME TO SLEEP! CIAO LOVELOVES.

you make a feel stronger (:
after you left, after getting over what happened, im much happier then before.
you make me realised many things around me. all my friends etc.
i wont be sad cause it over, i will happy cause it happened before ((:

Went back MJR with haowen, nicnah, heng &eugeneyong.
Sorry i'm late ;Xxx

Waited for daphnne and cliques in school.

Photo-taking time!

Didnt manage to find ms patrina tan ;(

Went over to new campus, then haowen drove me back to find daphnne they all.

No plans, end up i-forgot-who came up w the idea of going chong's house for a mini bbq.

went over parkway to get ingredients.

asked alison &deb to come along.

Mahjongggg!!

Went home around 1plus, cause ive work in the morning ;((

Heng, haowen, eugeneyong, nich.

daphnne, choonyan, albert, eugenechong




chong, nicholaslim, allan, kahng, choonyan
chong, bert, daphnne, ash, xun, prisc.

Goodbye to manjusri old campus !

Sunday, 1st time working at Tanglin Mall.
Was not as bad as i expected (:
Get to know new staffs there, jade &dan.
nice chatting with them and i am surprise when they tell me how old are they!
damn! jade's 15 and dan 17.
jade look like same age as me and dan look like 20? goodness!

sales cldnt telly, it was bad man.

1st day working over there, such things happened.

I was late for elective today - like again.

Lecturer was on MC, the relief lec damn GUAILAN!

i got very very poor attendance for elective. ;(

i don't want to retakeee!!

I need to obtain at least 22 points bte of this sem and now i only obtained 3-pathetic-points :xx

After school, trained home w yang.

Went for hair cut yo!! Cut off 3inches. My-good-hair ;(

I want to get it dye soon! Brown black!

When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.

Weeeeeeeeee ! Its the end of another week !
Missed database lec like again ! ;PP
Have been super slackkk like forever!

We - shuling, steph, hping went for DMD lesson damn earlyyy causeeee ....... (secret!)

IAM INSANE ;PPP *winkwink

Homed, bn came over my hosue to photocopy his stuffs and send me over to take bus.

LOYWEESENG you are lateeee ! Teoheng. Havent been singing for 284384 yearsss.

Chicken rice for dinnerrrr ! Yummy ;PP

Parkway, starbucks - fav ice chocolate! :X updated with each other life, camwhore!

And we realised many of our friends tot we are back together!

WE ARE GOODFRIENDS MAN!! Who say aft break up we cant be goodyfriend ?? LOL!

Took the last bus homeeee!

Sorry alvin and russell, don't feel like clubbing today damn tired!

hope you guys enjoy yourself at dblo ! (:

ISABEL, YOUR BABY IS BACK! IM HAPPY FOR YOUUUUU. (: MEET UP SOON OK IMISSYOU!

i am a strong girl (:
although sometime it still hurts badly, but ive made up my mind to move on. i swear!! ;]]

'dont be sad cause it over, be happy cause it happened (:'

Ladies Night @ powerhouse .

Reformat my laptop, met yang went home together.

Took a nap, met haowen went mjr got alunmi tix.

Dinner @ Aston.

4ladies - daphnne, alison, prisc, me + chong !
Phuture was full, zouk mambo night. -.- wasted a trip there.

but had fun at powerhouse. (:

(but you kept appearing on my mind)
on my way home, stomach cramp.

rest at house downstair for a while before going up.

(i wish you were here)

Bathed, and fell asleep fast.

(after so many days, finally)

Skipped lesson today. :X

i know i am a baddy student, i dislike lec. LOL

Poor chong and daphnne need to go back for UT !

i bet they are shagged. LOL.

Thanks for all the sweet memories (:

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Life's unpredictable. You will not know when you will lose someone dear around you, so cherish them. Anything can change just overnight. :'(


I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection


If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

why am i always caring about what others thinking and feeling but i dont get it in return. i believe in retributation, bad karma but what about good karma??

Its torturing, its too fast for me to accept the fact that you're gone. I just want to know what is the reason, don't leave me hanging in the air. Im still waiting for your reply. i miss you badly

freedom gained, but loneliness arose. so unfair.

2008 isn't a year for me!


I think i need a new hair cut. should i cut it short - shoulder length? or should i curl it again? roar, sick of my hairstyle!
thinking thinking thinking hard! LOL


im addicted to time crisis! lets play man :P:P:P

I apologise for my previous post. I'm feeling much better ranting everything out to bel, aly, koon. Thanks girls! (:

Ollie send me to school this morning (:
Homed, sleep, work.
What a boring day ):

I MISS YOU BB! :(

Too many things running on my mind, i need a break.
I'm mentally and physically tired.
Too many shit things happening recently.
I'm sorry if i offended you in any ways.

Don't ask me what happened, i'll be alright! (:

I need to shed some fatssss!

Night life, insufficient of sleeps, supper, alcohols, high cholesterol foods like my fav baby octpus! Goodness shit. I really need to control myself!

I'm sick of school! Dragging myself out of bed early in the morning, rushing and squeezing in trains. I'm just going school for the sake of attendence! Sooooo i think i really need to buck up. What is OOP, OOPP, COS all about? Grrrr, i know nothing! ): I need my study mood badly. I bet i'm going to receive warning letter soon if i don't turn up for any of my elective module this sem!
Luck have been down for me recently. ):



After lesson went over to RP to look for koon and clique. Met deb and sandra for a while, sorry i've to left cause they were waiting for me. (: Chong drop me and koon @ parkway. Sakae sushi, nice chat w her (: Went over mac cafe to chill, laptop. Chong called and he need to go over cherylpala's house to teach her FNN. Slacked at void deck till 11plus. Thanks chong once again (:
DAPHNNEEEE, lets have badminton session soonnn! <,3333

Ok finally got those photos from eugene!

Overdue photos

Halloween night.

Love is backkkk! OMG he give me a surprise. I was shocked when he call and said he's at Airport! (: Sunday he came over to meet me a while before he go to timbre's chalet. But he's leaving in aweek time ):

Night went over parkway with mummy (: Its been long since i went out with her! <,3333

something is not right, but what is the something? bottled up everything inside me. ):

Sorry for the lack of updates.



Anyway, i heard something i shouldn't hear. I was extremely disappointed and angry. Is this the way you treat your friends. So hypocrite so fake. Is it so fun to backstab your friend? Moreover this is not the first time. Few years back, what you did to me i can forgive and forget. It took me so long to build up the trust in you and you abuse it again. Do you know why i drifted away from you? Cause of all this shit. If you're my true friend, you won't do this. What to say, this is part of life. I will forgive and never forget this time. I bet things wont be the same as before. They told me to confront you, but you know it is damn awkward. We are friends for going 6years. I'm going to compromise you then. I can be fake too, just for you :)



Halloween nights. Sorry koon and chong for waiting so long. (: Supposed to chill out @ outdoor but jasonh wants to go zouk. Its was damn packed.... Called russell! Hahahah, his mask omg! LOL. So next stop, powerhouse. Much better then zouk. Prisc and clique came later. 126 for supper cum breakfast. Thanks chong for the ride again. (:

Sorry aly, it was a last min plan.


I was waiting for love's call/sms the whole day. ): Seriously i hate waiting, but i've got no choice cause he lost his phone.

Overdue photos @timbre

Halloween night @ Powerhouse

Yet to get the photos from chong, update when i receive (:

Mum's not happy that im hanging out till morning on weekends so i need to be good girl soon. (: Ciao!