Ahhhhh. I'm stucked at home again. I'm sick of singapore shopping malls. It's always the same old few shopping malls. Bugis, town, parkway, tampines, marine, vivo. Nothing new in there. Same old shops they have. Ahhh, I'm just sick of being in singapore ! Wanted to go network but BB don't want. They are enjoying &drinking there. AHHHH. I'm jealous. HAHA ! I'm on diet, i can't drink ! BB don't let me drink alr. ): STUDY LAH XMEI . =x

&I'm stucked at home to pack my dirty-messy room. Moved my study table out. &so maybe i'll be a lil motivated . LOL. But my com is right beside my study table now ! AHHH. Exams are looming ahead, study lah xmei !

I screwed my english paper. Paper 1 was full of crap. &i doze off while reading passage. I can never make it for my english. &now im thinking how am i going to pass my olevel ! Sometime im thinking, why did i choose to promote to sec5 ? I'm result is getting from bad to worse. I got no idea what's happening. I did study but my mind went blank when i read the qns. Esp MATH ! )):

LABOUR DAY ! = happy day. LOL. A day of resting ! Get the books away from me ! =x Gonna catch movie w love then slack again. HAHA! I'm craving for satay &seafood ! =x Thinking can i have it for dinner tmr. =x This month will be a busy month. Study, Exams, Working. After which, Olevel chinese. In about 5month time, will be my death date ! ): MUG HARD XMEI !

I'm not from a wealthy family either do i wish to be one. I'm satifised with my life now. Although i dislike my elder sister, i still must accept her as one. I used to blame her for the cause of us now. Life is unfair, i gotta accept everything that is fated. But i have to thank god for giving me such a good mother. Although i often vent my anger on her, she never once scold me for that. She know my temper, my attitude well. I love her more than ever one. I promised her i will give her a comfortable place when i grow up. to give her all the things she never once had before. Rest assure, i'll do my best to give you the best like how you treat me when i was young. 我会让你享清福的。

Sorry, i'm a lil emo. =x

Time passed pretty fast. many things can just happen.
I guess soon i'll be used with my current lifestyle.
Longer enjoying life i used to have.
There so many things i need to do. But time will never stop for me.
MYE is here &i gonna chiong for it.
Like what teacher say. You study for MYE, mean you have less chapter to study for O's.
But duh, i'm someone w POOR MEMORY! =.=
Expect me to memorise all ? Ha. it's just like -want my life. LOL.
Forcing myself to be discipline. AHHH.
Motivate me! I wanna get good grades. Ha.

Nothing happen this week.
Friday, raining dogs &cats yet have to go for tuition. DAMN IT.
Aftermath, went over tm for a movie w koon &albert.
although it's just shortly few hours, they cheer me up. HA.

Saturday, which is few hours ago.
Went to study. But before that jocelyn came over my house.
Talked &had a good laugh. HAHAHA.
Prepared &went over concourse to study w love, beng &yeeni.
Done 30 maths qns &a lil of chinese. quite slack. hahah!
Slacked &went to look for place to dine in.
After long walk, MAC. Ahhh. sian-ed.
Took bus home over 11. love wanted send me home but im nice !
Came home myself. cause he just around his house area. hees.


Ilovemybaby. All the things you did, i really appreciated.
Whenever i'm feeling bad, you will leave me alone which is what i want.
it will be on &on. lovess.


I've been emo &mood swing for giong 1week. WTH.
I'm so tired &stress out. I don't know why.
I got panic easily, frustrated easily &so on.
Damn. i don't want to be an emo kid. HA.
I feel like crying for no reason. but i held back my tears.
i'm not going to cry over nothing. cause i'm emo? ha.

Photos on sch anniversary.



Top sudent w 5As. HOHOHO. not me lah. is him. ):




4 of us &mrskong. [=




&tde GIRLS ! [=


Sec5A`07 boys.




Sec5A`07


Sunday, Went swimming with ahying. Hahaha.
Nono, should be play water &slack. LOL.
before that went to her house. 4968734years never go alr sia. LOL.
After swimming, went parkway. Bought my topshop flip flop. [=
Headed to geylang for dinner. @her father's koptiam.
SUPER FULL sia. then ahgirl keep disiao-ing us lah. LOL.
we eat until like we kana forced sia. LOL.
Watched soccer then home. [=

Photos.














Blogger don't allow me to continued posting photos.
can't post photos on tkd's bday. hahah!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TKD BASTARD!

Out w my love tdy . [=
I was late cause i took 1hour to prepare . =D
Surprisingly, he come over to my house .
Headed to raffles. Then went over to marine sq .
Window shopped. Intend to spent money but end up bought nothing.
Spotted a ZARA top. Butbutbut, i'm brokee.
Gonna get when i take my pay. [=
Stroll our way to bugis . Bought jeans for bb . [=
Must bring him go cause i don't know his size . =x
Actually lied to him i wanna get for my fren. hahaha.
Nothing much. Window shopped again.
I wanna get that jean but no size ! size 24 . SO SMALL !
I'm not that skinny lah. Ahhh. must wait for 2weeks sia. ):
Saw garie, had dinner together @yoshinoya .
my salmon salmon. haven't been eating rice for days. HOHOHO.
Wanted to watch movie but bugis no show. Grrr.
Slacked ard. Met koon &prisc. Accompanied prisc to look for dualap.
Then they went off. Slacked ard, headed home.
Bought durian for dajie. Bb sent me home. [=
I enjoyed my day.

Cam-whoring !
























He's on the phone &doesn't wanna take photo w me. ):


My throat aches badly! Damn it.
I have problem eating just now. worst still, even drinking water.
Ahhhh. hope tmr will be alright. [=


Finally i let him smoke. HAHAHA.
Cause i'm in good mood tdy. I'm nice !
but actually i don't like. =x

Nothing much happened this week .

Trying to avoid com on weekdays . &YES, i avoid for this weeks.

Gonna use only on friday &weekends . HOHOHO .

Well, daily routine . School, lunch, home . Ha .

Went parkway on wed &thurs. Met darling &yuting .

Trimmed my hair . To me it seems shorter, but not to others . HA .

Trimmed quite a lot . HOHOHO .

I wanna get stuffs from topshop &dorthoy perkin !

But if i buy, i`ll be totally BROKE !

A tube, flip flop, bag, top . Feel like getting their JEAN !

DIEDIEDIE . ):

Maybe getting the flip flop . Bag perhap very soon . Ha .

Sch anniversary sucks totally .

It's was so stuffy &cramp in the hall .

&it lasted for 2hours ! Damn it .
BORING , but luckily koon was behind me &bb beside me. [=

Back to class &celebrate tkd's birthday . [=

Aftermath, wanted to headed to paya lebar but ahhh .

Forget it . Came home instead . Bb accompanied me .

Finally chatted on phone w darling since 4358934 yearsss. LOL .

Tmr going out w bb . [= Wanted to go yoga but having cramps.

Cause of stupid shutter run lah !

My NAFA test all A expect for sit &reach, B . FCUK ! ):

Whatever . it's also not Olevel. LOL.

Gonna start studying alr. MYE in like 1week plus ?

OMG, i'm not prepare. Chem just started 2topics . &none for phy .

STUDYSTUDY ! MOTIVE ME . [=

i love you , my sexy love.

It's not easy to be myself .

The guy behind wants to take w us. HAHAHA ! jkjk.


@ bedok jetty . 3little kids playing water. SO CUTE !


Trying to figure out what happen to the heli.


DODO`koon &jiashi !




What am i doing ?!?!!





I'm back . Ha ! Friday was too lazy to blog
&partly cause i'm tired !
Had tuition w koon @mstia house. 1st lesson!
After that went alj to meet them. slacked till 9 went home for dinner. [=

Saturday . Woke up at 12, got stomach ache &cramps ! Ahhh.
suffer for 1hours plus. Read thru history notes ! =D
Prepared &headed to east coast . Ahhhhh.
Cycle to lagoon for satay . craving for weeks ! tadahh. FINALLY.
then cycle all the way to jetty then tahan merah side.
So tiring lah. chiong-ed all the way back to return bicycle. HAHA.
Walked over parkway. Topshop ! Ahhh. i wanna get a top &the slipper.
But i promise not to shop. (maybe this weekend =D) so didn't buy.
I FINALLY SAW CINDIAL ! I MISS HER LIKE HELL.
Supposed to find her at work, but she's off at 7. hahaha.
Bought dawei's present from stage. [=
Then off to dawei's house.

Afternoon, something happened.
I was damn fed up. my blood boil real bad.
Called jocelyn to complaint . HAHAH !
But tadahhh. maybe i mistaken him.
Instead, he gave me a surprise ! Hahaha.
I was so guilty lah. I gave him attitude.
Went for a stroll around dawei's house. his nephew is CUTE!
Like my nephew lah ! Hahahaha. played w him, bb accompanied me. hahaha!
DAMN CUTE. but naughty ! LOL.
Took cab home ard 12 plus. cause i'm working the next day. Ahhh. ):

Sunday, work @raffles.
boredboredbored. luckily got auntie accompany to chat.
we chatted alot. Hahahahaha. about life &all.
then study history. NOTHING GET INTO MY HEAD.
I HATE HISTORY. history is just like a new topic to me &i'll never get to understand.
Closed by myself. bb can't come out. cause he reached home @3plus4am. =.=!
Chatted on phone w him on my way home. [=

Today, obviously school again.
boredboredbored. amath was alright. mrskong was nice to give us 1period off.
slept during recess then crapped. supposed to have history.
but we went for photo taking on purpose. HAHAHA.
supposed to be before recess. =x SO NO TEST ! postpone to tmr. HAHAHA.
we're bad. but cause i guess majority didn't study all.
Chinese, panping was nice to give us 10min break. All slept. hahaha.
I want to improve my 'ying yong wen' forever getting passing grades.
compo still alright, i wanna improve ! Aim at least B3 for chinese!
I'm chinese, yet my chinese sucks! I'm not good in langauge. ):


bb, thanks for everything. i'm happy w you.
no matter what, you're always cheering me up.
for tolerating my attitude. =D
you can't give me what i want like the past.
you can't be the perfect guy i'm looking for.
but you gave me the love i wanted.
thanks for everything. i felt your love, concern, care.
doting &pampering me.
but rmb what you promised me.
no matter what happened in the past i won't mind.
i can see you've changed after those words i said.
you quit g .. &trying to quit fagging. Thanks.
but i often treat you badly. =x
iloveyou, my superman! =D

I'm so fcuking emo today !
I have cramps. &i've no appetite.
Tadaahh. My ladies monthly mens is here.
I hate it lah ! Sorry for not talking much today.
Emoemoemo. Moodswings. I can get pissed off easily.
I talk a lot in the morning &suddenly i'm very quiet.
I can make people fed up w my attitude. Ahhhh.
Forgive me for this few days.
People around me will have a hard time. =D
Esp my mother. =x Sorry if my words offenced you.
Hahaha. Whatever.

I'm fat &decided to go on diet.
Healthy diet i mean. haha. mummy ask me stop eating oily food.
Yea, &more vegetable. HELL for me.
I don't like vegetable! But i'll gonna try. =DDD
No more tibits &oily food. esp, fastfood! =D
I wanna lose 4kg!

I starts looking for pictures,
Sadness, then happiness . Ahh, whateverr lah.







[=

I shall praise myself today . =D
Cause .. I'm attentive in class today !
I didn't sleep ! Not even lying my head on the table. =x
I concentrate on SS . &i found it's easy if i listen to what mrchew says.
&i did my poa homework ! =x
I wish i can be like this thru out this year. HOHOHO.
I wanna study ! Sc tuition is starting this friday . (:

MYE is just 19 days away.
MUGG HARD ! I want tremendous improvement. =D

Emo, moodswing. I'm tired.
Was pissed with myself.
I'm done w my template &i accidentally clicked on clear all.
DUMB me lah.
But i redo it. Ahhhh. Waste my time.
Gonna read english eassy. Tmr having test.
I need to study !
I want to play too . =D

Saturday.
Went for yoga in the morning. I'm tired !
Sleep for 6hours plus only ! ):
After yoga, bathed &met them.
They tio fine for littering . DUMB lah! Haha.
Bought my food, then they wanted go arcade . =.=
Bus-ed to yeeni's house mac. But we lost our way !
Do't know who say know how to go. End up?
i think &think. Like so weird ! Hahaha . DUMB lah !
I'm clever ! =D End up took cab.
So lame. we took 3bus 1 cab to reach our destination. Hahah!
StudyStudyStudy . Done chinese, amath. english half way .
Hahaha. Went to catch the maple character .
Thanks zhiyang lah ! Hahaha. Gave it to yeeni . =D

Mama went malaysia to "sao mu" .
Supposed to go w her, but then i can't make it home on time .
I miss her ! She's not home, no one cook food for me . =DD
End up cook maggie mee. (:

Photos for today !




the ahgong is scary !


Ask him study, what he doing !


Zhiyang's kissing the pig ! Hahaha.


Fatdonald ! Snapped !


Trying to scold me !?!!? HAHAH. LOL !


Hahaha.



Friday ! Out with koon &clique !
Watch NUMBER 23 !
Nice shows ! Rate : 4/5
It's about murdering . =D
Went to get my top from topshop.
But end up do't have. so go over lido.
Ate pepper lunch. Then headed katong.
Met them, went to parkway. dorothy perkin.
Bought my top. =D wanted another design but no size.
Till now havent call me. i want reserve it ! Ahhhh.
Arcade , slacked , home . =D




What is she trying to do !? HAha.




EDITED !

Shopping tmr? AHhh. not sure. My friend haven't transfer me my money.
Hahaha. I'm broke. Not much allowance too.
I'm real spending too much.

Photos @network on zhiyang's birthday. Not alot. =DD


4 in 1. HAHA.


Fatdonld! HAHAHA. He's nice ok. Do't playplay. =D


SISTER!




He's forcing me to drink liquor.



Bb, takecare alright? Do't fall sick! Hehes. LOVES!
I miss my darling &isabel! =DD