Luck have been super very lowww since monday.

Everything that can stress me out all come at onces.

RAHHHHHH. I'm so tired.

I felt so helpless, that i feel like crying.

I got no one to turn to when i'm rlly feeling effin down.

I've changed so much that i didnt even notice?

my attitude, my temper sucks.

THANKS DARLING, DODO &ISABEL. (:

Sorry if i caused you so many problem.
Sorry for swearing and cursing msg.
I know i was in fault, maybe i betrayed you by blogging it.
I don't know what's the main reason behind it that out of sudden u'll text me that.
Sorry sister. ):
i think im the trouble maker. i will stay away ba.

I've decided to move on, i dont want to hang myself halfway thru.
Everything was just a dream, you're just a passerby ba. (:

I'll be back soon, LOVES.

XIAOMEI IS EFFIN UNLUCKY TODAY.

^&*&^%%$#@

1st, at 1am plus my msn tio virus.

2nd, morning i woke up late.

3rd, i was walking to mrt stn and i nearly fall, my sandal broke.

4th, i took cab to sch $10 bucks gone!

5th, i forgot bring my cardigan and im wearing spaghetti top.

6th, i forget bring my admin card so no attendance for my DCN cuz i skipped.

ISIT IT SUEY?

i was damndamn moody

But luckily everything was overrrr.

I getting sick of school alr. I dont know why.

Have been skipping lectures.

Is the lecturers that turns me off. RAHHHHH.

Some modules is effin boring cuz they are alien langauge.

I catch no balls, esp DCN lecture ; sucks to the core.

but i need to catch up with the rest next week ):

i got to settle down and go to lecture often.

I think exams is coming soon, after the study break ):

RAHHHH, why is life so tough?

Met isabel wong today, like finally!

she become more pretty sia, envy her la. LOL.

vivo, ate dinner. aly&gera came.

slacked ard, got my pant &pay from m)phosis.

penisular, then homed (:

i enjoyed walking home alone, with the accompany on the phone. =))

photos to be uploaded tmr.

time for bed, tmr lesson at 8am ):

bye, love peopleeee.

Met up weisong, mingfei, gerie and elin on fri night!

This will be our last gathering for 5 of us.

Or maybe in few years time, then we all can meet up again. ):

Gerie is migrating to PERTH ):

I'M GONNA MISS YOU LIKE HELL!

Initially wanted to sing, but gerie need to meet jianlun.

so we went starbucks to slack. (:

they are talking abt driving stuffs.

see their reactions! so big!

Blur-ness






Elin and Gerie (:

Elin and me
xiao song and xiao mei :x
ahfei and me :D


Saturday work @ m)phosis.
went back to work for that day only. :x
They missed me! May asked me when working again. ): No more liao.
Working till 10plus, helped them to put up more stocks.
Met alison, gera and jingting @ MS.
Aly was learning how to shuffle and she's damn CUTE!
Sorry gera, didnt join u @kbox.
Aly, JT and me left for supper. (:


Sunday, both m)phosis and GG slots clashed.
but steph help me to take over m)phosis slot.
THANKS STEPH! (:
Was tired and kinda moody.
A customer turn me off. This is d 1st time a customer turn me off!
I never ever gave attitude to customer one lor.
Dont come back dont come back la, no big deal bitch! :x
Thanks Ahwee for cheering me up :DD
FATTY ROCKS (:
Homed, met fy &aly for dinner @ kallang.
thanks fy for the accompany although u moved to kallang :x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BINGNAN!

Today, woke up late.
Met weikai at ally. English elective was bored!
Break, met gerie, fy for lunch. Went back for lesson, but was late (:
After sch, complete our reports for project.
Went over gerie house to slack w zy, wk, nich. fy came and i left (:
From yck to pasir ris was damn FARRRRR.
Met maine, elin &aloy :D
Pack kfc to xianming's house.
Slack and watched tv.
Bn came and lobang me home, thanks (:

It's a tiring day, and a tiring weekend.
I'm lack of sleepppppppp, my beauty sleep i miss you ):
And so i'm turning to my cosy bed now.
Nights, miss me people and i will miss you :x

FOREVER21 STUFFS ARRIVED!
Its effin efficient! took only 5days and i received it :D
goodiesssss, yayness!

if only u can appreciate all d things (:

I love wednesday cuz i got graphic design lab! (:
But ytd was my 1st test :D:D:D

Yar, a pic of my finally piece. I draw it myself using pen tool.

This is huiping's piece, i like d camera!

and we learnt how to design new font face my ourselves. COOL right?!

anddd, i was bored during work so a few pic me :D

UPDATED!

High low high low high low low low low.
My mood went high and low today.
Today's lesson like no lesson, its effin slack! *good good.
I've been blogging lately this week (:
After since my internet connection recover,
most of the time when im at home, im sitting in front of my lappy :D

If only money can buy time, ..
Grr, time is moving too fast too fast. I'm short of time.
So behind time that i got no time for many things.
Month of may, i've been schooling and working.
No enjoyment at all! ): ): ):
1 day, 24hours, 1 hour = 60 mins = 3600 sec is not enough for me!
Although sch is slack, but i've been wasting a lot of my time doing nothing!
Esp when im online. Grrrrrrr. I wish my house internet is down again :x

Byeeeeeee, time to go! Miss me, and i miss you (:

I'm not feeling alright ; unsure ; confusing.

as long as you're here, (:

Met the two lovely girl on vesak day night. (:

We did some shopping at bugis street.

Went alj mac to slacked and home sweet home.

LOVED**

TUESDAY, 20May.

I skipping lecture and met the silly dodo ball @ town.

Shopping with her was great, but she's a FUSSY BUYER!

And i'm the LAZY BUYER :D

Cuz i was too lazy to try on some of the clothings that caught my eye :x

We walked around the whole far east, going in to almost all the shops.

And i think dodo ball tried a lot of clothings, end up she just got 1 top from MOOKS.

HAHAHA, see fussy right :x

And i got 1top from MOOKS, 2 top from cotton on :D

I'M A HAPPY GIRL, but my wallet is burnt! :x

Catch up with the ball, chatted &crapped ard.

Thanks DO, you're loved by XIAOMEI :DDDDD

Mummy is back from malaysia, I MISS HER SOO MUCH. :DDDD
Day w/o her at home was boring.
Cuz i need to do everything by myself :x
Mummy is the best :D:D

IMUFPIG

Alison and jing ting was nice to visit me at work. (: They waited me to end work, jasonk came to meet jt and we went to watch what happen in vegas @ cathay. THUMB UP!* Don't miss this movie cuz its NICEEEEE :D The couple left 1st, me &alison walked to little indian, chatted then took cab home (: What alison said really make sense. Maybe i was too naive. Anw, girl cheer up too :D

My appetite wasn't good this week, its a good sign for me cuz i wanna lose weight :D Haha! Butbutbut, my mood isn't good this few days! I don't know why. My happy vessel is used up LOL! I dont like to think so much, i just want happy go lucky but whywhywhy am i keep thinking so much? I really don't want to care. Grrr ):):

I've moved on, but i'm stuck again. Suddenly everything flash back my mind. I hate when you come to my mind. All the happiness and sadness memories. Too much too much alr. I don't even know how are you now. Not a single text from you. No replies from you too. Are we strangers again? Will everything be back the same after few months of not contacting? Will everything be like before? I can't help but to wait ? For how long for shld i wait? Is this my retribution? Will i have to wait like how long you waited for me?

Was it just a dream? So near yet so far.

Hop on to http://www.forever21.com/, i'm trying to cap USD$200. :D

If only this world can be fair , .....



Everyday I watch
Different smiles
In different faces.
Every smile has a story and I wonder
What story are they telling me.
I wonder how such a smile came to exist.

Smiles of happiness
Smiles of delight
Smiles of childishness
Smiles of satisfaction
Smiles of pride
Smiles of innocence
Smiles of shyness
Smiles of loneliness
Smiles of confusion
Smiles of understanding
Smiles of disappointment
Smiles of frustration
Smiles of bitterness
Smiles of disgust
Smiles of distraction
Smiles of indifference
Smiles of distrust
Smiles of compassion
Smiles of pity
Smiles of courage
Smiles of need
Smiles of sun
Smiles of rain
Smiles of hugs
Smiles of kisses
Smiles of surprise
Smiles of habit
Smiles of sympathy
Smiles of idiocy
Smiles of occasion
Smiles of love

And each time I hear their story
I smile.

I WANT TO EAT FISH PORRIDGE! :D

I dislike fakes. So i rather to be alone then to be with fakes (:
I'm not trying to be emo, i just can't stand it. (: Sorry.

Medicine Sucks ! No matter how long i sleep i still feel so exhausted !
My throat is damn dry and pain when the night arrive. ):
The weather is very lousy, which make my mood swing high and low.

I hate pills. Be it medicine or dietary supplement. ):

Can the nature stop killing innocent people? Death toll rises to around 12,000 in China earthquake. It's china biggest earthquake ): It's a lot lehhhhh ! 10 over thousand ! LOL.

imu. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAJIE! (10MAY)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ! (11MAY)

Worked @bugis street on saturday.

Sales was not very good.

Nice working with jasmine (my new friend) :D

Went over suntec starbuck to look for alison.

Yay, ice chocolate my favourite :D

Slacked, went over alj mac to meet elin clothes.

Walked home w the timid girl (:

Thanks for d accompany on the way home.

Sunday worked @parco bugis.

Morning shift is tiring! Hehes.

But working with guanwee was fun. craps. (:

sorry if i got attitude cuz im tired :D

Dinner @ ding tai fong with mum &sisters.

I slept thru d journey to tm and back. :D

Skipped school today, too tired to wake up.

&my head is damn heavy.

Woke up at 2pm, i slept for 13 hours :D

Met alison, went over polyclinic.

Initially acted sick, but end up the doctor say i got slight fever?

LOL. The weather is damn warm !

I dont like, hahaha.

I don't know and i don't feel like bothering!
I feel sucks when i keep thinking abt it.
Let nature take its course ba.
No point i keep thinking &i get no conclusion.
Ahhhhh. :D:D:D

FRIDAY!

Meeting up with yeeteng, jasmine, ying2 was great!

Although it was just a few hours, but is was enjoyable.

Update a lil with our poly life. (:

Went over bugis after that, jasmine left 1st.

I was trying to save money but end up i bought a dress and a short! ):

Starbuck was FULL, so we went over MAC.

Slack and all of us started playing PSP :D

Then home sweet home (:

KOON! You gotto make up with us again ok :D

THURSDAY

School as usual, manage to make it on time!

Time passed fast. After school, waited for jasonk.

Went over tpy to study a lil.

He taught me binary num :D shortcut.

Jingting end up didnt come so when to get a burger and bused home (:

WEDNESDAY

School in d morning 8am ! Met haowen go tgt.

Ended at 1pm, went home took a nap &worked at 5pm.

Sales was good! *thumb up.

Seriously i miss sec sch's life. I dont know why. So many things happened &it was just like yesterday. Time pass everything change, im glad that im still able to adopt the new changes. Although im still really not use to it, i dont feel im myself but im glad i was happy with them :D There's happy and boring time. (: It's still the starting &i hope it will be better as time goes by!

I miss many people, who once rocked in my sec sch life! :D You guys rocks and i will never forget you're always there for me no matter what.

Ohya, i'm serious about joining kickboxing this time. So i shall force myself to go for d training this thursday with karven! Sorry i keep postpone the date. I will kill my laziness soon :D

Photos during oritentation. (:

Fattypig! (:

If only you can make me feel better.
PMS sucks, School sucks more (:

i miss secondary sch, the jokes and laughters in class.

but it's gone forever. poly's life is not what i expect. ):

Thursday, stayed at home to help jocelyn to complete her webpage. Evening went over bugis to delivery home cook dinner to gwee. :D After that, went alj mac to meet alison &clique.
Friday, school as usual. Dinner @ chongpang with my classmates. :D 2 words, enjoyable &fun! Thanks for all d laughter, entertainment etc. You guys rocks :D After that, went to chill &homed @3plus. Tiring day!

Saturday, last min help xiaowei work @bugis village. Was kinda boring, but sales was good. (: koon came &bought a bags. haha! After work, alison came &we accompany priscilla to wait for her bf &cabbed to have lunch-cum-dinner-cum-supper :D I was damn damn hungry. Met debby too! finally! cabbed back alj mac. slacked &home with alison. thanks haowen for d accompany on my way home (:

Sunday, as usual i was late for work. :D Work with qiang was crap! hahahah. jiemin came! so we went bugis.v walk walk a while. :D My life is about sch &work. i like, carefree no worries :D

PHOTOS !

3of us :D Hardly can meet up with sweetie deb!

So it's a loved night at mac :D

The four of us.

DODO-koon, Siaocharbo-Prisc, Cutie-Aly, &ME! :D

It was long since i chilled out at night :D

The feeling was great (:





Steamboat @ ChongPang w MIT 0812

(but not everyone turn up)

Life don't seems so wonderful cuz i was left all alone. My smiles are slowly fading away. My positive thinkings are slowly used up. I've changed into someone i don't know, and i don't like.

I miss the past. ): AHHHHHHH. I wish that i'm still a secondary school girl.

The weather is unbearable !