Your smile that is like the sunshine

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Prawn fishing @ pasir ris farmway 3 was awesome! Met up with alison and jingting at alj mac. OMG, its been long since i met up with ajt!! We headed to cine while alison went home. We waited for oliver to pick us up at town and there we go, prawn fishing! It was my first time there, i felt so dumb. Luckily, oliver and jingting taught me! :DDD His friends was jokers, had a good laugh with them!

No photos was taken. I was busy prawning la! Hehehe.

But there are some overdue photos at timbre!





rotting at home the whole day! hot shot rockkks my day! (:



I reckon i got to stop my daydreaming. (: It's impossible! Haha. What to do, poor me. Hehs.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Rock on babe! Fabulous friday night @ timbre. (: I got to know cool friends, babe and dudes! Oliver, joycelyn, kongiak, ari, cailing and few more which i couldn't remember their names. They are all genius, sajc np. Ahh, i felt so dumb with them, laugh! A cool place to chill out at night. Yeah babe, new songs delicious pizza! Enjoyed myself, thou i'm kinda quiet. Ohyeah, ari and kongaik are rs sec schmates. The world is so small! Oh and i met meifen and jiemin there too!

Aly, thanks ya.

Photos will be up when i get it from joycelyn!


I spent half of my saturday on my cosy bed! (: Manage to drag myself up of bed only around 3. I was supposed to meet huiping and shuling at 4pm. Ahhh. I came onlineeeee, i had never come online in the day since holiday started. Haha! And the reason was because i'm chatting to a cool guy! ((:
Ok, saturday with huiping and shuling at town! nice catching up with them (: Camwhoringgg. (:





lovely couple captured!










i got super small eye.
Shuling &huiping!


Time to catch up with my dear friends yo! I'm super free when it strikes october!
Birthdaysssssss, yays!


xoxo

Thursday, September 25, 2008

i really don't know should i get angry over it. i don't mind waiting for you for few hours, i know you always drag. but, this time i waited for you but you're sleeping at home. if you are tired you can just give me a text saying you're tired, you want to sleep. last min thingy, i can tolerate but not putting aeroplane. girl, you understand anot? think if you were me, how will you feel when you're alr out? i care for your studies, your olevel is approaching. if not, i will just catch a movie with my friends, i will just meet haowen. instead, i waited for you at bugis the whole evening but you didnt turn up. at least be a lil responsible to tell me, let's not meet i am tired. take responsible to what you had said. you told me yourself that olevel is just a mth away, but you aint trying hard, making full use of this one mth. you complaint your prelims results, but you aint doing anything to improve. you just study when you feel like, so how am i going to help you to obtain what you want for your olevel? maths, poa i tried my best to help, thou i had forgotten some. i really don't know should i be angry or not. i am disappointed.





ok i reckon i got to swallow this and put it aside ba, i don't want things to turn out bad. i seriously hope thats no next time.





That's how my day passed. Indeed a suey day, interview wasn't successful. i went too late. even if i met the requirement, they had enough staffs. Hate myself for waking up late ytd. ): what to do, thats life. full of regrets.






am i moving on too fast ?

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

It was so dramatic. Never did i expect that this will happen to me. Woah, i've got a 'wonderful' boss. I am so unhappy with the manager already (so is my colleague), and suddenly this happened. Alvin and boss was on the phone when i reached work place today. Ok, i sense something was amiss so i kept quiet and listen. Ha, to my horror i heard ' you want to sack you sack me first'. She was fcuking unreasonable, no one can tolerate it. The reason behind it was because, boss wanna alvin to sack my colleague because 'she didn't smile to her the day before when she came down'. Hey, i think no one can stand this STUPID reason! Why was there a need to smile to you? I guess that was just an excuse. Jess was just not happy that she say her off on friday and she asked boss to sack her, i reckon. So, after long conversation. I decided to quit too, no point staying here and look at their f faces. We just left for coffee nearby, uncle david and denis came down str8 when they heard about it. Everyone quit, ok should be everyone sacked the boss! Wahahahhaa! I bet they dislike me too, cause i kept texting and sitting down. They have got no staffs now, and micheal pleased weiqiang. Oh c'mon, don't make use of him because he belong to our group! (:(:(: I bet they will be suffering tmr cause none of them know how to use the cash register, the nets machine as while as the visa machine. Congrats!





Ok, don't say we are meant by doing all this to them. Cause they, themselves were very bastard in the first place. They wanted perfect worker. They complaint use standing down, using cellphone. Cmon, that was what you allowed in the first place. Its so ironic. I never imagine that a company will have no staffs to work for them. They simply deserve this. It is a lesson for them to learn. Don't be so bastard, don't be so stingy, don't set high expectation on staffs. (: May god bless them ! HAHAHAHAHA !





Anw, today was an unlucky day. Initially, i wanted to go back to sch to get my laptop done. But elp wasn't open. So instead i went tpy to get my contact lens. Butbutbut, the optical shop was closed for renovation! AHHHHHHHH. My eye had be giving me problem for weeks, and i am unable to wear contact lens. Nowwwww, they are close for renovation. I've got no more contact lens! I need to wear spect. ROARRRRR. How lucky!!!





Went down to bugis. Initially we didn't want to let her know about it. But uncle david say it was unfair to her, so i agree. Girl, don't be upset or angry. We are at your side, i am sure they regretted making this decision! (: Had steamboat with uncle david, alvin, tingting, denis, his siaoeh and girl. (: Then headed to cherry. He came to my mind out of a sudden. Grr. When we were leaving, i saw haohan etc. So coincidence.





Seriously, this year many things happened and i had learn many things. As time passed, i became more mature. Starting to see the outside world. (: Thanks god.



Say goodbye. (: I missed the times working with lovely people.
I knew that everything will be over end of this mth, but never imagine we parted a week earlier. I enjoyed myself there, w/o micheal and boss. (:

Monday, September 22, 2008



Some words are better left unspoken.


Tell me, what is the meaning of 'family'. Whenever i stayed at home, there will be someone who get my nerves off, and i starts screaming and shouting. Quarrels, misunderstanding. Anyone tried to stand in my position and think for me. Whats the use of being the youngest yet getting nonsense from elders? Do i owe them a living? Grrr. It wasn't my fault, and i am right to stand up for myself. I wasn't crying to gain anyone sympathy. It is because i hate being mistaken and one not listening to my explanation. At time i may be at fault, but at least i admitted right? Roar, and later on mum called and i told her about it. See, i was right. it wasn't my fault at all and dajie put the blame on me. Cold war at home, no one break the silent and i am not going to be the one this time. (:





Nowadays, weather is getting unbearable! Humidity up to 94%, oh my goodness. No wonder i kept perspiring. Roarrrrrrr.
Ok, i was just reading the weather forecast and i was telling russell. It stated that it will rain between 2am to 5am. Then i heard thunder, f ! I scare dao sia. ): I scare thunder at night, i want go sleep alr. ): Shit man!





Anyway, accompanied isabel for her lunch break today. Such a nice friend right? She always exaggerate things, hahaha! I am trying on clarins product because my besty say it is good. I am so supportive right? Hahaha.





Me is going down nyp to get my laptop done! Roar, they better get it done for me if not i am going to scream and swear like a mad woman tmr. Hp center say, they can't reformat for me cause all my school programs will be gone or whatever shit la. Making me so reluctant to get my laptop done.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

'I love you, baby. Thanks for not giving up on me and i am glad everything was cleared! (: Loves many!'





Semster 2 timetable is out! Roarrr. Mon, wed, fri lesson @ 8am! Wohooo, goodluck to me.
Anw, i got into thinking skill for my elective. Hehe. Purposely didn't choose japan, french or german cause i am afraid i can't cope with me.
Although it is a good chance, but its better to be safe then to be sorry. It might pull my GPA down. Hehe.





Chatted with isabel a few days ago. She was tell me

Isabella.W; ' Shane is my man... said:
i love shane:)

Isabella.W; ' Shane is my man... said:
i want bestey to find a bf also ):

Isabella.W; ' Shane is my man... said:
very long VERY LONG no double date le

Hahaha, she's so funny right. Nevermind. We was chatting. Then we happened to say about r/s again.

Isabella.W; ' Shane is my man... said:
u wanna attend my wedding/

XMei ツ said:
ofcuz la! dumb!

Isabella.W; ' Shane is my man... said:
HEHEHEHE:D:D:D:D

XMei ツ said:
you want to attend mine?

Isabella.W; ' Shane is my man... said:
yeh

Isabella.W; ' Shane is my man... said:
but u dunwan get married !

Isabella.W; ' Shane is my man... said:
dun say marriage la

Isabella.W; ' Shane is my man... said:
boyf also dun haf yet

Isabella.W; ' Shane is my man... said:
LOL

XMei ツ said:
is not dont have HOR.

XMei ツ said:
is dont want ok.

XMei ツ said:
lol!

XMei ツ said:
go be nun.

Isabella.W; ' Shane is my man... said:
SISTER SIEWMAY


See, this evil girl sia. LOL! And happened to remember many years ago, she used to play with towel? (i can't remember what was she using la.) and she called herself sister maria! Cause we was from convent school, LOL. Think back it was freaking funny ok! Now she call me SISTER SIEWMAY. Smack you ah! LOL.





Busy working this whole week, i like. It kepts me busy throughout. (: I can't imagine me w/o a job, i can die. Not because i got no money because i will be dead boring! I prefer spending my time wisely, doing meaningful things then just slack around everyday. LOL!
Working at suntec was super irritating cause, everyone will be coming down to check on you. Esp micheal, we're your staff not your dog to tell us what to do - even how we should stand and serve customers. this is totally rubbish man! And he's so ironic. I've got so much bad points about him man. Ok, not only me even jiemin, esteen complaint too!
I prefer working at clarke quay. Relaxing, slack and obviously better management! Hehehe.





I bought 2tops from hypnosis. They're having sales! Just now i was on my shopping mood and i saw them having sales (: I need to replenish my waredrobe soon! Getting sick of my clothes, hehehe.





Thanks russell, alvin, rs for coming all the way down to clarke quay to get me MOS Burger. :x
They're nice but they are irritating! Opps (:





Omg, i think i've lost track of this world. Have been in my own world for this month. So wake me up when the Sept ends! Cause it's October! My birthday!! Yays. There's too many october babies, my wallet gonna be in oh-so-big-hole! LOL.





Last but not last, alison &russell got faked by me. Look at my 1st sentence of my post. They're tricked by me. (: I'm not in love la! Hehehe. Like what most of my friends said, i got super high expectation. (: Single cheers! (:





HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARIE! (15th Sep)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIUFEN! (17th Sep)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY X.KEN! (20th Sep)



Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Congratulation, i passed!
&to my lovely MIT0812 &all who passed! (:
Alright, it was surprising. But IAD was unexpected ):
JIAYOU FOR NEXT SEM, 3.7 next? LOL!





CIAO, UPDATE TMR (:






I am unhappy with my manager, micheal!
He's a bastard, irritating. Alvin say, f him la! LOL :P





Overdue photo with brenda!


I feel like blogging many things but im too lazy to type :x

Monday, September 15, 2008

Wonderful day with my lovely girls. Although we don't meet up often like we used to, we don't hang out late like we used to, but we still have so many to say. Never ending things to bitch about, repeating over and over again and we don't feel bored at all.











Andand, i just came back from msia. Went to visit my grandmother. OMG, she is getting older ): POPO, you must be strong ok! I will pray for you. You are lucky cause all your grand child v filial to you. (: (: (: BE STRONG OK, POPO! Over at popo house, i kept eating. All i cld do is to eat, tv and slp. ROAR, i bet i put on weights again. I NEED TO SHED SOME WEIGHT! Becca, when can we jog?!



Anyway i did treatment and dyed my hair dark golden blond. Its not that obvious cause previously my hair was damn red. (: I like my hair color now. I want go suntan. Tanned color w golden blond hair. NICE!



WISH ME GOODLUCK! I AM GETTING MY RESULTS LTR, YES LTR. GOD BLESS ME TO GET AT LEAST 2! ):):): IF NOT BYE TO MIT0812 ROARRR. Ok russell say be positive! LOL. I will definitely make it (:


Ok, headache is killing me. Head is spinning. Tmr working, need report at 9.30am. FCUK, so early sooooo, CIAO! (:

Sunday, September 14, 2008

(:
Goodbye - secondhand serenade


It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way


I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong


Till then, good bye.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Life's damn boring for me. Sleep, work, online. Everyday i am doing the same thing. I just can't get myself off my bed till late afternoon. I want to go for hair do, but i always wake up just in time for work. I have sleeping disorder, HOW?!

Anw, sales was quite good today.
After work, went cherry thai disco with brenda, alvin &his bros. COOL man, the girls are damn HOT! Haha. Thai song is nice! (: & HOT is the word i can describe the girl's figure. (: (: (: Ok, and i can't drink much. i'm not sure isit i went there with empty stomach that make me feel uncomfort. I can't hold my liquor as well as before. ): When alvin &brenda friends (those working at the disco) come over our table, we kept drinking, kept toasting. OMG sia. Was home quite early cause alvin gotto go ): I kept looking at those HOTTIES la. LOL!





So tmr me is heading down to HP center! Damn it, so far and i need to wake up at 10am! now it's 3.30am. Roarrrrrr.





Once you've missed a chance, there's no turning back.
I regretted, but what to do. I can only blame myself for everything. I know i am waiting for the impossible (: Let it be ba, i will just natural take it course. I won't yearn much cause it's over alr. Our fate had come to an end, cause i am NOTHING to you alr. (: i know and i can understand. what to do, sad only lor. ): LOL

Thursday, September 11, 2008


SCREAMSSS !

I called up HP center this afternoon, i was so suey that a ind*** man picked up my call.
I couldn't understand what was he saying. You know the slang is .....
I swear, i repeat this sentence 'Pardon me, can you please repeat again' for more then 10times!
Firstly of his slang.
Secondly, he spoke super duper loud that even i adjust the vol to the lowest, no different!
And i swear that he kept shouting cause i kept asking him to repeat.
Then ltr he said 'Mdm, are you busy? Do you need me to call back later?'
I was like wtf, 'I am not busy, the problem is that you're speaking so loudly that i can't catch your words'
Then he diam diam. Then he say, 'Mdm, there is nothing wrong with your keyboard'.
Me is super fed up alr, 'then why i can't key in my password, you tell me why?!? Give me a good explain'
If there is nothing wrong with my keyboard will i call you not dumbbb!
Then he go on,
him: 'I am sorry to say that you need to reformate and all your data will be gone'
me: HUH!? *shocked* But i've got 2drive, C & D drive.
him: Yea, the files in your hard drive will be gone too.
me: Where got such thing one, then what is the need to have two drive in my notebook? I don't want to reformate then.
him: That is the only way. I can guide u thru.
me: Ok, no thanks. I don't wish to reformate now. I am in the rush now.

And this conservation last for 20mins, i still can't get anything solve. Wasting my precious time!
I WANT TO COMPLAINT! So i called dajie, and mummy. WAH, FED UP MAN!
And cause of this bloody call i am late for work!
So, saturday me is going down to HP center with dajie. WTFWTFWTF!





Oh, btw i finally made up my mind and bought motorola v9 - metallic maroon color!
I've been yearning for a flip phone, and this is the nicest i've seen. Classic!!
Actually wanted Sony Ericssion W980i, but had comment saying it's LAGGY and it's over my budget! So yea, me is HAPPY now! Alright its not LATEST/NEW but i LIKE! :P:P:P


Wednesday, September 10, 2008

BESTY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION @ HARDROCK CAFE!
I'm glad that she like that album i made and the LANVIN fragance!
Liveband there was great, i love those songs their played!
*thumbs up!
Party world next! All of us went so high! (:






Ladies of the night!


Michelle and priscilla!



Priscilla! My primary school mate! (:





The birthday girl!






Last friday, met up with alison &haowen! Went for Hk cafe @katong. Ok, the services sucks! But i enjoyed myself!



I've know haowen for 5years and this is my 1st pic with him! OMG!

I have sleeping disorder! Everyday i slept at 4 plus 5am, sometime even more worst 6 plus 7am! And i always wake up at 2plus 3am OMG, mummy have be nagging at me. HELP! Even if i've got work in the morning, i will still sleep at 3plus 4am! ): I don't like evening shift! I prefer morning shift!