I'm too lazy to go out &now here i am. NOT STUDYING AGAIN! I can't stay at home, cause i can't resist from coming onlineee. HELP MEEEE.



POTATO SALAD! SEAFOOD SALAD!

I've fall in love with salad! YUMMY. People say it's healthy, but mine isn't. I eat without VEGETABLE :x I never like vegetable. HAHAHA. But i'm going to learn to eat (HAHAHA), cause i love thousand island ! People who know me must be surprised, i never liked eating salad. :xxxxx Have been eating salad since sunday. HAHAHA. Healthy yet Fattening!

&&&i sucks at cooking. Never fail to burn my hand whenever i cookkkk! DUMB RIGHT? &my potato is either over cooked or not cooked. LOL! That's the problem when you're not in F&N. LOL.

OHWELL, EMATH PAPER2 is OVER! *THUMB UP* :D I'm going to struggle thru tmr's paper. CHINESEEEE! Got to bring many many sweets to keep myself awake. HAHAHA.

Hahahaha. This is my leftover VEGETABLE in my seafood salad at jack's place.
Elin, rmb? You promise you will help me to finish which you never did. HAHAHA!

Can't wait for OLEVELS to be officially OVERRRRRR!

I've got many plan in mind alr. :x I've alr got dates after O'sss. HAHAHA! I want to CUT OFF my fringe. (of cause not bangs.) Permpermperm. :D But maybe not, cause maine say my hair will be super dye &damage. Coloured hair? Not looking forward. HAHAHA. SHOPPING is a must! & Ofcause workworkwork! There are two different work waiting for me. Meanwhile, looking for better jobsss. :DDDD Money money come to me. HOHOHO.


I can't wait to go shopping with my BB. Double dates, & WWW! (isabel, i'm sure you're looking forward to it too! :D)

Should i enjoy myself 1st, or to work 1st. Cause i'm BROKEEEEEE!
Coach wallet's waiting for me. Ipod nano is waiting for me. &many many more clothingss. How am i going to get these when i'm BROKE!





Alright, EMATHS PAPER TWO tmr! WISH MY GOOD LUCK. I want to get AAAAA. :D

This is my irritating eldest sister, who is my mummy no2. (:

Some photos taken at the studio on dajie's graduation day, 14 july 2007. (:
Ps: Erjie isn't inside. -.-

Don't provoke me. Don't mess with me. Cause you won't win. LOL. Just kidding. (:
I hate bus 40 services. It's sucks. I've just make a complaint on bus 40. The bus driver is so ridiculous. My blood was boiling at that time when he asked me for my ezlink. AFTER A FEW STOPS, he walked to me &asked me for my ezlink. IMAINGE, ALL EYE WAS ON YOU. Is like WTF lah. I didn't put coins, I tapped my ezlink &he wants check on me. He tot i wasn't using my own ezlink. DO I LOOK LIKE AN ADULT? HELLO! I WAS CARRY MY NIKE SCHOOL BAG WITH FILES &BOOKS ON MY HAND. I think he has problem with his bloody eye! I didn't make up &i was wearing my dumb spects. I think i look like a student lah. He was trying to create trouble with me. SUCKER! Old faggot. This is my 1st time making a complaint, i swear! &he drove slowly taking his precious time. -.-


Well, i doubt i'll be coming online for the next week. Sooooo
In advance,
HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN, DARLING! (((:

Finish 4 papers. 11 papers to go. Ahhhhhhhh. I will go crazy man. LOL. Well, Amaths paper was alright. Many people say P1 was difficult but P2 was easy. DAMN, to me is totally opposite lah. GOSH. I need at least B4 ))))): Chem paper was easy, it was too easy till i can't answer. I study those major topics like organic chem etc. &it came out atoms etc? Grrrrrr. I only can do section B. Chem's goneeeeeeee. *wavessss. ): & i used to hate history. Now i'm loving it! Cause i can do my eassy. 1st time i can do both question. I'm super duper happy butttt i can't do SBQ. Cause i sucks at it. :x Hohoho.


POAPOAPOA will be my only subj to get A, but not too confidence. Heeees.

I need more luck, if not i will score badly for my O'ssss. ):

MY ELDER SISTERS! :x

The Crazy Girls. (:

Darlingsss.

My Gossip Good Friends.

Since 2002. :D

My Bestfriend, since 2000. (:

The BBQ girls!

The Gangs.

The brothers, sister, darling &baobei. :D

My Fav Girls (:

Don't ask me why i'm posting this photos, i just feel like. Perhap to make my blog look nice. :D

This is what friends are for. They are my laughter. (: There are many more, like gerie, mingfei, haowen, nic &etccccc. Heees. I didn't regret coming to MJR cause i've made different groups of good friends, trustworthy friends. Many many friendssss. :D

Practical was a disaster! Phy was manageable but not chemmmmmmm. Damn it' i got not enough time to complete lahhhh. fcukkkkkkk. I know what's that solid name but no timeeeee. Hais. I need to buck up for my paper alr ! ))))))):



I'm scare that i can't make it to the courses i want lahhhhhh. HELP ME! My mp3 is dying. I need to get one before it die. ): I need music while i am studyingggggg. GOSH ! Was thinking for couple for days. IPOD or PSP . I can't made up my mind. PSP is big &heavy. Ipod is small and light. PSP can watch video. If ipod i'm getting nano. Ahhhh. I can't make the decision. Cause i scare i will regret. Very ex lehhhh. I'm paying for myself. Haisssss. Money money come to me. :x



Any comment ? ))))):

I've lost touch with my life. I'm missing everyone, those happy time. Esp the time when we are innocent. Looking at those photo took when i'm in primary school. How nerd am i. Laughing at how i look like in the past. Seriously, i think i look super ugly. LOL. Fat-nerd-retard face. I miss those time, with no worries. Care-free. (: Now, everyone had grown up. With their gorgeous looks. Pretty hairstyle &clothings. Totally two different people. Everyone are getting prettier each day, dolling up &etc. &I think i've lost contact with many people. Too many. There's too many memories. Too many.. too many..


Memories from childhood stay with us forever,
Taking us where we have been and will go,
Pieces of life that live on and will never
Let us forget we were young long ago.

Sometimes I wander back into those shadows,
Quietly being who I used to be,
Bringing to life all the joys and the sorrows,
Days that can’t die while they still live in me.

Holidays linger and happy times glisten;
I can see everyone active and well.
I can still hear them if only I listen,
Feeling each motion and breathing each smell.

Life has such treasures that time’s always stealing;
Nothing can ever entirely stay.
While you are young, you can capture each feeling;
Make all the memories you can every day.

Random post. :D

Be optimistic, but how long will i last. HAAAA.

HAPPY HALFYEARONEMONTH!

SEVEN,SEVENTEEN.

(i doubt he rmb. :x)

Everyone is mugging hard for O's but not me. Have been going out this few days. Never fail to come online. AHHHHHHHHHHH. Why am i still not scare when Amaths paper is just 1week away. Sighhh. I really have no idea why i can't sit still to study for my exams. I really don't wish to flunk it. HELP ME. )))):


Supposed to meet up with puay chin to study but suddenly mummy ask me to accompany her to HDB hub. Something happened. So dumb lah. Study plan cancelled. Grrrr. Once everything is done, walked around, lunch then headed city hall to meet elin. Changed baobei havaianas &bought one for myself using the voucher dajie gave me. :D Met korkor then headed to parkway. Finally i saw aloysiaaaaaa. Hahaha. She's still sooo cute. HAHA! Alright, dinner at jack's place. Walked around then went alj meet sister. Cabbed home. (: With four of us around, there's always laughter! HAHAHA. I LOVE MY GIRLS!

Cute aloy is getting prettier!

SUNDAY! Went to meet sister after dinner. Studied a lil, done my amath p1. &&&slacking time. Ha, they played 'chai quan' and the loser will have to do a retarded face! It's hilarious! Hahaha! I guess if they see this, they're going to kill me, esp fengyao! LOL.

THANKS TO ALL WHO REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY &THE WISHINGS! There's way too many people i wanna thanks. (: I was surprise that even marvin, hongyi, zhiyang, zhuangxun wished me. Thanks man! I'm so happy upon receiving all the msg. (:


Well, had tution in the morning. Studied before i went for dinner. Shall not elborate the unhappy thing. Bel, darling, damien, zhiyang, garie, zhiwei, baobei &i went ecp for dinner. SEAFOOODDDD, but i was rather full so didn't ate much. There's so many things i wanna say, &i don't know how to put it. But well, 13oct isn't a good day. I swear man. :D Anyhow, i still enjoyed myself. (: I'm older by one year! ))): Ha. Can't wait till 18 and i want to get my license! Heeeeees.

Ok, i wanna scold darling here! She lied to me that she's unable to make it for dinner as last min, she's having dinner with damien's mother. My tears just flow down my cheeks. it's true. I hate last min &i'm sad. I told bel &yang. He called darling &scold her. Ahhh. Bel were trying to cheer me up. SHIT YOU LAH DARLING! &i scold her with vulgarities. I'm so sorry. But it was meant to be a surprise, but i destroy it. HA!

I'm touch by the present BEL gave me. Its PRICELESS ok. She spend 10hours doing a book for me, with our photos 7years ago till now. Had a good laugh at how we looked when we are in primary sch. xD Its all her hardwork. (: Thanks man.


Ohhh, and from darling, constance, kris, huiting &DAMIEN, a DOROTHY PERKIN GIFT CARD. (: I really don't know how to put it, but THANKS! &from zhiyang &clique, that lovely rocking chair. (((((: THANKS MANY. &for the dinner too. xD &also NEW URBAN MALE VOUCHER from dajie! She's the best sister i ever had. :D


houghts that counts. I really wanna thanks those who wished me. Just 2word happy birthday, can made me SMILE. (:


ISABEL, thanks for making a trip down to ecp when actually something happened to your family. But still, sorry. (:










12OCTOBER
Went to get baobei's present &before going to get donut. thanks sister. (: then headed bugis, ate dinner &develop some photos before looking for elin. Aftermath, when 3rd floor to meet baobei. (:

Thank goodness, everything is finally over. Yayness. Please dont let the history repeat again. I'm torturing &i almost cannot make it. I kept imagine things. I don't know why. But i'm glad everything is over. Although thing will not be the same, but i'm glad we are better then those days. I hope our love will last. I don't wish to be hurt again, baobei. The rainbow after rain. No more storms &thunder, its stop raining. The sun &pretty rainbow is out. Please, stay forever. (: I love you baobei.


&&&thanks korkor. you're the best! :D (you know who you are.)

Today marks the end of secondary school. So saddd.

But i didn't cry cause of what wu lao shi told me.

You should be happy that you are going to graduate, not sad. (:

Well, yeeteng &ying2 cried the most. :D

Refreshment &back to class for cakeeeeeee &photo taking.

Many photos not with me. ): Waiting for them to send me. Heees.

I hate birthday. I don't know why.

Esp this year. Haisssss.

Don't ask me why. I don't even wish to celebrate it.

So what present could cheer me up.

It's just that short period.

&i'll be older one year. I don't wish to grow up!

I don't know what to do. Who can tell me the ans i want ?

Stop guessing, stop imagine, stop predicting.

I want the correct answer. Will i ever get to know.

When will i get to know? Haissssss.

I'm trouble by this problem everyday, every single min &sec.

I kept lying to myself. Asking myself stop thinking about it.

but i cant. No one will understand.

Who can i turn to, who know what i'm trying to say.

Who can solve my problem for me.

Who can take away my hurts &misery.

baby, when will you return.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAOBEI ! (in advance, 12 october)

&&&&ofcause

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN TO MYSELF! (in advance, 13october)

Doubt i will be updating tmr &sat. Heees.


((((((((:



Sorry, i've serious mood swing &baddd attitude. Forgive me please. I hope you will understand.
I've have been shopping online. Total i've purchases 8clothings and 1shoe. GOSH. I'm overdoing it. Guess cause of stress. It's one of the symptoms. HA.

Someone just cut off my internet. xD

Skipped school ytd, causeee i'm too tired to get out of bed. :D I'm treated like a princess at home. Mummy bought lunch for me! My favourite 'mai pian ji'. LOL. Aftermath, headed mac to study with puaychin. She's my study partner, as well as koon &clique! When i reached home, dajie &mummy is waiting for me to start dinner. HAAAA! I'm so 'dua pa'. LOL.

Well, guess it's time for me to start studyinggg hard. 8more days to practical paper. (i'm not bother) =P 12 more days to go for my amaths paper! Will i have enough time if i start to chiong now?

AHhhhhhhhhhHhh. :D I don't want mum &dad to get worry over my results. LADY LUCK, PLEASE BE WITH ME FOR THIS 1MONTH. :D

Yeaah
heyy heyy

That's how much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah)

And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
And then I like you for a while
No...

But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long
That's wrong but I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (ooh)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that I...
Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy)
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss will make me weak
But no one in this world
Knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

yeahhhhh ohhhh ohhh
oh yeah

It's how much I love you
It's how nuch I need you
It's how much I love you (ohh)
It's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you
Sooooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you soo
And I hate that I love you soo sooo

Don't join into conclusion when you know nut about it. No one knows what's going wrong here. How should i put it, i myself doesn't know too. I just wish someone could bring me out of this world. Stop torturing me. It's tiring. I'm the one to be blame, i'm the one who are thinking too much. I wish i could spout out everything, but no i'm not going to. Yes, ppl are willing to learn me their eats but whose know they are there looking down on me? I've enough. I just need a break. (i'm sure only you understand me the best, but ..)

I've got no mood to study. What happen to me man. GOSH. I always got carry away by other things. AHHHHHHHHHH. I'm running out of time. I don't feel like going school anymore. Turning in late at night but waking up early in the morning. It's tiring man. I would rather have my own timing. Cause i concentrate more at night. I can study more in the night. Haisssss. 2weeks of self revision is not enough!





Things are not like before. I have got baddd attitudeeeee, but it can't be help. I can't do anything. I've tried to changeee. But it wont work, cause everything changed. I will learn from my mistake, but provided i'm given a chance to do so. I know i love to imagine things,things that's not true, i can't help it too. I've tried not to think so much, but i can't control. You get my point? I can't control too. I know i kept doubting him, but i can't help too. I'm too sensitive. I wish he could understand. (: No matter what, i love you.

My fav pic with baobei. (:

Anyway, do support my blogshop. Very lazy to adverts so shall just blog here. Opened 3 US sprees. Theres more waiting. (:

Anyway,
HAPPY SWEET SISTEEN AHYING! (04oct) HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN CHERYL! (05oct)


Unplug my com &i'll get my ass in front of my books! Ahhhhhhh.

I want to be like before. I miss everything. Haven't been going shopping for 23986345yearssssss. Haven't been enjoying life. I miss the time with baobei too. What had happened to my life man. Studying every day. I'm tired. 22oct mark the start of Olevel. I hope it will end fast man! I'm waiting, waiting impatiently for the arrival of 13nov. Nono, maybe 6nov? Ahhhhhhhhhh.

8days to my birthday and i'm not looking forward to it at all. I don't know why. :D Don't have the mood to celebrate too. Cause i'm stress with my studiessssss.

Cmon, i need helpppp. I need for tuition &consultation. LOL. Ohoh, i finally pass my chem! I'm so happy. I use to dislike sc and humans cause i always catch no balls. Butbutbuttt, i have fallen in love with the two subjects now. HAHAHA. It's sooo interesting man. :D

Alright, its so random.

Should i can cut my fringe? Ahhh.

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN CONSTANCE LAI! :D
Ytd celebrated constance's birthday at wakaru Japanese restaurant. (: Enjoyed ourselves. &I'm bloated. Ate, laugh, bitch, crap, photos. Enjoyed myself with my fav ladies! (: As usual, we bitch the same old topic. Is like FOREVER we are repeating it. HAHAHA. We enjoy saying that. HAHA. Right? (:
Aftermath, all left. Waited 45mins for cab. Wanted to book cab but all engaged. DAMN IT LAH. Damn pissed off lah. Darling &damien left 1st. So left constance, daniel &me. &finally we got a cab. ARGH. Reached home, discussed the housing with mummy. (:

IT'S DAMIEN! LOL.

THAT'S DAMIEN! LOL

HA! JOCELYN &DAMIEN!

DANIEL &CONSTANCE! Acting sexy. (:

Had fun during PE lesson. Played volleyball! Then skipping rope. :DDDDD It was damn FUN. But after recess, I'm so exhausted. Slept during Chinese. I'm so sorry! I can't control alr. ): Consultation &i'm home. I'm so interested in history now, it's getting more &more interesting man. I'm going to mug hard for my humanities &science. (: Weeeeeee.

I hope everything is fine now. I LOVE YOU BAOBEI. I'll stay strong. (: