Your smile that is like the sunshine

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

aMy house internet connection is down ):
So i can hardly online, and im too lazy to online recently. :x
Pardon me for being so unmericful to adandon my lovely blog. (:









My life was great, esp with my new poly friends. :D Butbutbut, my sister spoilt my damn fcuking cheerful mood. I dont know how to explain, she just make me hate my family. I did nothing wrong yet i'm being blamed and i was accused. FCUK, i can tolerate her but not when she accuse me when i didn't do anything to her. She jsut fcuking complain to my dajie and mummy and both called me. I feel like a fool crying when im on my way to school. My tears cant stop. I dont want to go home, i dont want to face her. Hatres hatres and hatres filled me. Ahhhhhhhhh. She's a bitch/bastard of my family. She just want to worsen my r/s with dajie and mummy. She will never succeed, i swear. Im independent, i earn for my own living, to get what i want. So i see no reason why i need to look at all of your faces! Grrrrr, 22years old not working &schooling, useless! Ahhhhhhhhh.

My mood isn't good today. Ahhhhh, i dislike that guy, that particular guy. Don't mess with me, cuz i wont let you win when im in a foul mood ! ROAR, i bite!

Thanks for those message that cheer me up. (: Thanks for always being there when im down :D

Thursday, April 24, 2008


Shuling, huiping and xmei @ seafood harvest :D




Lobster bique!


See she's so gan jiong.



My house internet is down and i can only online when im in school. AHhhh, having lecture now. It's so boringgg! I need to be serious in my lesson alr. update soon. Miss me :D

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

I NEED TO SAVESAVESAVE MONEY !
I'm brokebrokebroke.
When i say 3times, means i am serious :D


Can someone pls help me.
I think i'm handing over one of my card to mummy alr.
): and i'm considering whether shld i get a 2nd job.
GG only give me 2days, wed &sun.
Maybe i can work sat too, then i dont need to shop!
Can save money + earn money.
One time kill two bird :D
Ahhhh, went for a interview alr. Waiting for their call.



Ok, enough of that. MONDAY BLUES.
I love monday cuz i only have 2lesson &both are super duper slack!
After sch, when bugis w vivian, shuling &huiping.
Shopping again. They're rlly nice ppl to hang out with.
There's always laughters &jokes.
Hahaha, they left and i accompanied guanwee. (:
Homed &i'm super tired.
Slept for 5hours ytd only, yawns.


Not v nice photo cuz we took it in rush. Haha.

Thanks, i enjoyed myself today. (:
Debbie, thanks for those words.
I'll try my best (:

yipi yaya yiyiya, yipi yaya yiyiya, yipi yaya yiyiyaya yiyiyaya yiyiyea. :D

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

Everything changes
People change
Times change
Relationship change
Friends change
Familys, grow and change

Everything changes
Weather changes
Place change
Towns they change
Feelings change
Emotions, they all change

Everything changes
Lovers change
Houses change
Parents change
Schools change

Everything changes
I don't want us to change
I don't want what we have to change
I don't want anything to change
I want nothing to change
But everything changes

Everything changes
I just hope we change for the better



When will i get see d beautiful rainbow?

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

Heyyo ! I'm in school having lecture now. It's soooo boring. I dont know what d teacher is talking about, like alien's language lah. AHhhhhh.


Anw, i deleted my previous post cuz i dont know what i'm blogging. LOL. Complicated, no link. Haha, so i shall repost one. Hehe.


Poly's life had started. My course is not slack at all. Learning HTML codes, Adobe, cable etc. OMG it's boring! But i love HTML and Adobe. Hehehes. Esp, webdesign! i cant wait to complete my webpage(my project) hahaha! But i hate my timetable, end at 6pm on tues, thurs and fri cuz we start late. Haha. :D Lecture was boring, i cant concentrate in class. I will just doze off if i got rlly nothing to do. Ahhhh. LOL.


Which cca shld i join ? Track&field, volleyball, badminton, photography ?? Or none of them ? haha, i cant make a decision.


Yujie and me

Hais, when will i start to cherish things around me.
It's not d same anymore. Whyyyyy.
It's so sweet and suddenly it's gonee.
I dont wanttttttt!! ):
Come back come back come backkkkkkk.
AHHHHHHHH,

Everything in the world changes, it's changing now as you read this and it'll continue changing whether we want it to or not. All we can really do is hang on and pray that things change for the better. (:

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Saturday, met koon &bert at bugis.
Bought 2tops &a belt.
Went marina sq, clifford came.
Caught Definitely, Maybe.
&i lost/misplace/forgot/dropped my bloody $40 ! Damn it. ):
i don't even know how &where i left/lost it!
SUEYYYY!


Friday, work @ bugis.
Met alison &jasonW for dinner.
Headed town &met debbie kahng &clifford.
Slacked, midnight movie &home (:





RUNPAPARUN

My holiday will be ending in few hours time. OMG, i'll miss it. Half year of holiday, i'm too lazy to get myself back to books,worksheet,hmwk,project. Ahhhh, but no choice. Xmei, it's time to be serious! (:


everyone is leaving.

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Thursday, April 10, 2008

Photos for Fridat night @ Alj Mac.







Tuesday, went orientation. Was kinda boring cuz im tired. Only slept for 4hrs.
My class guys are all NERDS, even my new-girl-classmates say so.
No motivation la, i dont want to go school.
Left early, collected my lappy &met zy cab home.
Met alison, took photos for her online shop.
Went alj to had our dinner. (:
Tmr will be a better day. Just smile, everything will be alright!
Skipped today's(wed) orientation &slept till 3pm.
Met puaychin @ parkway.
Catch up about our life. &OMG she lose 13kgs.
KEEP IT UP PUAYCHIN!
We will meet again when you lose 10more kgs.
Enjoyed myself though it's just few hours. (:
Cuz we always had heart to heart talk. MISSYOUGIRL.
Ahhhh, im going to orientation tmr (thursday).
I need to wake up at 630am! And it's 1.10am now.
Yawnsss. &&meifen will be performing. COOL.
Ok, goodnight ppl. (:
I hate my wireless internet connection. I suspect my router is badly injure.
I need to get a replacement, if not im going to make a big whooha. (:

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Monday, April 07, 2008



You make me smiles (:
Your words make me feel so comfortable like you understand me inside out.
Thanks, my friend.



Thursday, April 03, 2008

1st April, Guppi Gruppo's gathering!
GG's staffs is all nice ppl.
We laugh, we crap, we talk cock, we joke together. (:
United! Hehes.
Helped out at d push cart a while, i left early.
Bn &his friend bring me go 'dou fong'.
Initially was scary, but after that was COOL.
i want to learn BIKE! (:





2nd april, out w elin, fei, song, yt, kp.
Caught Rule #1, not nice one lor! Idiot.
Had dinner @ pastamaina.
Bus-ed down to bugis, pool fushion. (:
Enjoy myself!





More photos to be updated when i get from fei &elin. :D

3rd April, Went NYP w yeeteng.
Met song, fei clique @nyp.
D laptop i want is out of stock, but yt got hers.
So sad la ): must go down nyp again, siannnnn.
went amk hub for lunch, then down to tpy to take my hp.
weeee, downgrade my hp to D900 CK one. (:
dajie wan to use my xpressmusic phone.
Slacked ard &home.


Well, someting happened at home again.
Shall not elborate since it's over. (:

Crying out loud makes you feel better.

Say goodbye to month of march, and welcome month of april. I'm glad i manage to overcome all d obstacles happened on march, &its d most horrible month this year! I was just simply too emo. Ahh, but well it's OVER! (: Cut down drinking &no fags alr. I'm back to d good girl now. D cheerful girl. Month of april had been moving smoothly &i hope forever it will be like this. April, pls be a gorgeous month. (: &poly is startingggggg, i wonder who is my new friends. I hope they are nice, just like ME! :DD Everyone is going their own way, i miss secondary life. Those crazyness in d class, it will never be like that again. We have grown up! No matter how different poly/jc life is, i wish my friends, my classmates, my schmates all d best! :D

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

I'M SICK !
Having bad flu ! I HATE IT! (ok, nobody love it too.)
I ate many panadol but no use.
My flu is still that bad, im nose hurts!
I'm just too lazy to visit d clinic.
I don't want to be sickkkkk, i'm going to start sch real soon, i want to enjoy lah!


THANKS TO D IDIOT COUPLE THAT MAKE ME A FOOL !
Both of you manage to FOOL me. (:
But i'm so sorry JasonH! I know you're nice, dont be angry. (:
HAPPY APRIL FOOL :D

Ok, i can't stand it. I'll continue later, NIGHTS!